Oh my he is perfect… Emergency C section but he was here…. Looking back at the photos he looked like a little old man. It also took us about 45 minutes to get him changed as we genuinely thought we would break him. Sent home the next day… Oh my god any advice I could give is stay as long as you can after a section cause it fucking hurts…. Ok warning…..(I swear alot and before you all judge not in front of my kids.. well I mean we all do now and again slip the odd naughty word out but you know what I mean.)

So we are home…. Now what.. I have a small human Infront of me all of a sudden I’m overwhelmed how can I love something so much… Well it’s just nuts…. The pain from my section though causing me to get extremely mad at my husband for every time he moves in the bed and the injections he gives…… Wow… Talk about ouchie.. its not ment to hurt but when he first did it he chickens out and just stabbed me!

Breast feeding …. Infact… I’ll start a new entry