Oh my 7 days old…. Honestly all I was thinking is my life’s over … What have I done…. I’m still on pain what the hell have I done! I was crying all day. Now I remember this day because a so called friend came over… That’s another thing…. Fucking hell you definitely find out who real friends are after having a baby. Most just bin you off because you can’t go out and get drunk or act as a taxi. This was definitely the worst I ever felt.. he was crying I was crying dad was trying to settle him everyone wanted to visit it was a nightmare!